If I felt as I did when I first came here then perhaps it would have been easier to separate myself from the people I have met. You are right, I have... developed a degree of trust between myself and certain individuals.

I do not wish to make it seem that your help has not been appreciated. However I must come to terms with what it means for myself as Spirit to feel so close, and risk the hurt that could come with it. Not just from betrayal... there are other factors too.